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September 7th, 2005
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posted at: 03:43 PM
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I'm going to revamp my tabulas!!
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kill bill
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February 16th, 2005
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posted at: 05:53 PM
Currently listening to: Lovedrug - Down Towards The Healing
Currently feeling: tired
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HELLO people.
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2 killed bill
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February 5th, 2005
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posted at: 01:05 PM
Currently listening to: Manic Street Preachers - 4st 71b
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<3 joce!
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2 killed bill
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January 31st, 2005
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i guess this is goodbye
posted at: 11:12 AM
Currently listening to: The Libertines - What A Waster
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nanny chris is such a darling. he helped me put things into perspective and was being really encouraging about the whole thing (however laughably screwed up it is). and to my friends who knew about the shit (be it for or against), i love you all too.
thanks everyone, but i seriously need to take a hiatus and be alone for awhile. it could be for weeks or months i really don't know but hey, i will be back on tabulas alright?
bye all
PS: daniel, all the best.
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2 killed bill
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January 30th, 2005
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dream
posted at: 12:21 PM
Currently listening to: The Postal Service - Natural Anthem
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last night, i dreamt that i was so fucking emo, i was dousing myself in alcohol (presumably beer) and seriously smoking the shit out of myself. the smoking was especially poignant, i could literally feel the tabacco going down my throat and the blowing out again. it tasted weirdly refreshing like, menthol. (is that how smoking's supposed to be?) i recall using three sticks and Elliot Smith was subtly buzzing in the background. i was alone slouched against the wall, but the best shit was that the whole dream was in sepia.
this morning, i overslept for church service.
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kill bill
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RAT
posted at: 12:30 AM
Currently listening to: Sunny Day Real Estate - Fool In The Photograph
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thats right, Rock Against Tsunami is the name of the gig we're organising. today's meeting with a bigger bunch was held at the esplanade bay and marina square macs. we administered to the nitty gritty details of the gig, came up with ideas for the formal proposal, confirmed the bands list and dispatched various tasks to all. fantastic kickstart to the proposal thanks to trent, the seasoned one. with such commitment from our people, i see the gig realising already.
this was a good day.
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kill bill
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January 29th, 2005
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Death Cab For Cutie - Title and Registration
posted at: 11:42 AM
Currently reading: Rick Warren - The Purpose Driven Life (day 4)
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the glove compartment isn't accurately named
and everybody knows it.
so i'm proposing a swift orderly change.
cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find are souvenirs from better times
before the gleam of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a better life.
i was searching for some legal document
as the rain beat down on the hood
when i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea was drilled into my head
cause it's too important
to stay the way it's been
there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night
there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night (up all night)
when i'm lying awake at night.
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kill bill
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January 27th, 2005
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from nigel.
posted at: 10:17 PM
Currently listening to: Mockstar - A Simple Nylon Guitar String
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what i am trying to say is that when you love a boy or a girl you cannot ask for love back, you can't expect anything back, nothing zero zip. you'd have to find ways of sustaining yourself with just your love for the other person without expecting reciprocation.
and when the other person loves you as well you have to realise how fucking lucky you are, because it isn't a given and you have to understand that it is extremely rare. but you still cannot expect anything or demand love what so ever. it's like you aim guns straight at each other but you don't hold hands.
and when the other person understands this as well and doesn't expect or demand your love back then it is the most wonderful thing of all. it is these sort of relationships that lasts the longest, where both parties hold their palms wide open and each stroll into each others arms voluntarily and freely without being held too tight. free to leave as and when they want to but choosing ,inevitably not to.
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7 killed bill
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January 25th, 2005
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Kings of Convenience - Misread
posted at: 11:41 PM
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If you wanna be my friend
You want us to get along
Please do not expect me to
Wrap it up and keep it there
The observation I am doing could
Easily be understood
As cynical demeanour
But one of us misread...
And what do you know
It happened again
A friend is not a means
You utilize to get somewhere
Somehow I didn't notice
friendship is an end
What do you know
It happened again
How come no-one told me
All throughout history
The loneliest people
Were the ones who always spoke the truth
The ones who made a difference
By withstanding the indifference
I guess it's up to me now
Should I take that risk or just smile?
What do you know
It happened again
What do you know
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12 killed bill
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